419 Abibisika (Black Gold) Points

Rank: Unranked Obibini

I feel like I am losing everything. I don’t know why. You see doc growing up on this island hasn’t been easy. For my whole life I was bullied and torn down for being different. Heinous things have been done to me to the point I wanted to take my life. Also I feel worthless at times, goals I want to accomplish I couldn’t because my self-esteem and low confidence. Even when I find victory in overcoming my past thoughts still they lingered. However I am getting better at fighting them and learning to love myself but I guess depression crippled me this time. What’s so Ironic is my dad visit me in my dreams and told me to press on and apologize for not being more of a father to me and trying to turn me into him. I forgive him and I am moving on. I hope you understand doctor Kambon.