174 Abibisika (Black Gold) Points

Rank: Unranked Obibini

These are some notes I made while watching a you-tube video:

PATHOLOGY…

Big readers who r traumatized, angry, freakin… they self destruct after info.; over obsessed with it.

Acknowledge

i. Resolve… build on that
ii. Acting out is like a band-aid on a major bleed
iii. Justification and intellectualism not always enough;
iv. Dying and had FEELINGS [ I think…
I feel… totally removed from feelings; denial of how damaged]

Progress

i. Can move forward, but can’t freak out all the time and accomplish much narcissistic to self.
ii. Sex, alcohol, gambling, escape…
iii. Intellectualising takes the pain away.
iv. Coping mechanisms change as you get older, unless you a jerk [nullifying pain with coping mechanisms].
v. Humanity soul/spirit must mature in preparation for afterlife; can’t if excesses.

Analysing Dr. Welsing’s Work

a) what she said
b) the future
c) understanding
d) solutions: community [community psychiatry]
individual
e) perpetuation by media

Djed Rising Collective

# rites of passage for adults
## how do we develop [not manipulate, take advantage]
### role dependent on stage of life, removal from knowledge base, & expectations in order of dream society
(she didn’t say ‘White Supremacy’ – it’s dead; she killed it)

JUST BECAUSE YOU READ BOOKS DON’T MEAN YOU UNDERSTAND LIFE

Trauma Generational Diagnosed or Named?

INTER-GENERATIONAL TRAUMA

a) PTSD (Dr. Joy says ‘syndrome’)
– neuro-biological level
b) RNA from DNA in men transmitted to generations
– reactions/anxiety disorders]
-depressions ] > in non-traumatised parents (?)
– in women fertilisation of egg

How Did You Start?

NATURAL EVOLUTION
– family

NURTURING AS A CHILD
– influences adult decision making

Nurture youths so they don’t wake up as adults

INSPIRATION

LIFE IS A CHALLENGE, WHEN YOU DO GOOD PEOPLE TRY TO STOP YOU. YOU’RE NOT A DOORMAT.

March 12 presentation
Racism and the Legacy of DR FCW
Baltimore, Ma

Vitamin C and rest (adrenalin is a false healer)

CREDITS
Minister Ausar

we need to deal with that brain