166 Abibisika (Black Gold) Points

Rank: Unranked Obibini

How is it that we have become so vulnerable? My growing frustrations with our people are causing much anxiety, anguish, and a deep disdain towards the weak breeds and cowards. I’m am tired of seeing the once strong Kush as beggars, pleading for justice in another mans court. Why is it that we fail to organize and respond to our problems appropriately. Amos Wilson established that our problems are economic, then why not organize in ways that builds African Economy? Is it that we fail to realize that by building our economy in the West, we can use our accumulated wealth to push favorable policy for the Continent? We can invest in ways that build national wealth, like manufacturing, specifically of arms. With that accumulated wealth, we could empower true leadership on the Continent to form policy especially in ares of foreign trade in ways that help the Diaspora. Why is that everyone else understands how to get these puppet leaders to enact policymaking that is favorable for their nations but the Diaspora cannot? I am beginning to shun this world that I have been reborn into. I’d rather end this reality by nuclear annihilation than to let these conditions to persist. In the US I have seen “men” kill their own Brother, pimp their own Mother’s , and sell poison to the community than to take control over the economic systems or kill for the race. I am beyond ready to enact emergency compensatory justice. It pains me to understand that even when I do go out and begin to slay our enemies that there would be no community support. I seen how they treated Our Brother Micah Xavier. I am tired of feeling alone in a world where I am a global majority. I am tired of disappointment from weak leadership. I am tired of the sellouts and race traitors receiving full community support while I am struggling to gather an audience of 10 to listen to my perspective. I am tired of seeing My Kush Goddess degraded and her image relegated to one of sexual release for the enemies of the race. I am tired of white systems educating our children to act against the best interests of our race. If I was a weaker man, I would of ended my life a long time ago. However I know that my suicide will only serve the interests of our enemies. If I am to give my life it will be for the people. I will not be going alone. I will take out as many of the enemy as my will permits. I hate this world. I hate whatever “gods” allowed this to happen to our people. I will deal with them in my next existence. Until then, I ask that you send energies my way so I may remain focused and steadfast. So that I have the courage to do what needs to be done. In the months to come, pay attention to Nebraska. I have taken the pledge of my Haitian Sister’s and Brother’s. African Liberation (through economics) or death of the colonizer.