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“You should be ashamed of your nice, but white, boyfriend” – is an art piece I am working and it’s forcing me to revisit experiences that fill me with a deep (deep) rage like a forest fire. Healing is grotesque and impossible to avoid. In many ways I am grateful to have gone the path I have to get to this point since it’s a more (unfortunately) universal, or common, sequence of events. In that I mean a lot of our people under 30 have been completely indoctrinated into the delusion of inclusion wherein we are all one big happy family and why wouldn’t you date an amu, love is love!!! Except it’s not. Not dating someone because they have soured speckled white bologna flesh (which will decay under the sun after 35 years) is “reverse racism”!!!! No just common sense.
And the levels of shame, betrayal, resentment and wrath that swallows you when you realize the levels of contamination you have invited into your womb, body and soul could power a full stock bay of nuclear missiles. Thankfully I made it out without bringing into existence a mulatto who would have the bloodlines of the righteous and the demonic intertwined (praise god). But still.
And this is becoming a more common experience for younger generations and rerouting them from this delusion to the reality that “they not like us” without understanding the extreme depth of internalized deception they are living in is impossible. But they have the potential to be great fighters because when they realize the totality of deception they experienced first hand they are more invested in retribution.
For me Black love is the two sides of the Supreme meeting together again and when you see that after being convinced to chase amu who degrade, disrespect and dishonor you – the mountains of vengeance you seek, on top of everything else they have done to our mothers and fathers, is a different kind of hatred.
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Appreciate your transparency sis…and keep fighting ✊🏽 divine retribution is definitely owed…
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@Niara_Kwento I have honestly always been embarrassingly honest. I hope to be truthful in ways that pull us collectively toward Ma’at rather than further into isfet. But the art pieces are intense because they are like mirrors!
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