• 331 Abibisika (Black Gold) Points

      Does anyone know how to deal with social anxiety. Or feeling timid around people? I feel so shy around other black people. Not at all around whites, but around my own people I don’t fit in at all. I am so awkward lol. Everyone can flow in a conversation except me. I be wanting to talk about different stuff anyway, like they’ll probably look at me crazy if I talk about our people being 1st frequency GODS and our current existence is still slavery because our whole thinking process should be a ruling the planet type mindset. And not a go vote for Biden type b.s. mindset. Thats weak to me. He shouldn’t have any power over us. My own family call me crazy and say I don’t have a real conversation. Or I am autistic 🤣. WTH . Everyone talk b.s. like gossip about this person business, that person business. (I am not putting our people down) Now I feel self conscious around my own people and end up by myself in social isolation. I just need to know if there is anyone else out there that can relate so I don’t feel odd. Or crazy. 4 years ago ·

      • 331 Abibisika (Black Gold) Points
        Idk. I’m not really interested in them tbh. I am trying to fit in with black people. That what I am trying to figure out is why I can not feel confident around my own. I can’t talk about people and their business but sorry to say that is the conversation most people be on it seems.
          • 12,445 Abibisika (Black Gold) Points
            There’s nothing wrong with you and judging by this status.. I can tell you that you don’t have social anxiety. It seems like your family/other black acquaintances you mentioned might be the ones who have social anxiety. Just the fact that you are talking about Kmtyw makes them nervous, so they try to deflect that by calling you crazy, talking about stuff that doesn’t matter, etc. What I do recommend is doing some deep breathing, always reassure yourself that you’re NOT crazy, read more uplifting black literature/watch uplifting black videos, and take good care of yourself by eating right. This may sound crazy, but believe me, it works. To me it looks like you’re on the right path. And also, find people who actually share the same mindset as you. I hope this helps! I’m sure I might have missed something
              • 331 Abibisika (Black Gold) Points
                Thanks sis. I realize they are not ready to think like me. I’ve even had family member get mad😡 at me because I tell them white folks are indeed inferior to Africans in every way. lmao. And lawd don’t let me talk about the obvious fall of the Western so called civilization then they really go at me hard. I’m like America is and has always been a shithole. Its foundation is enslavement of our beloved ancestor for crying out loud. They were just brainwashed by hollyhell, materialism, and religion to see. Don’t get mad at me just because I can see clearly that its finally over and crashing down hard like a 737 Boeing. just look at what happened Jan 6. You are right about eating right too sis. The juicing and fruit smoothies I’ve been doing does help me. I am going to keep educating myself about my real culture and never stop being me haha.