504 Abibisika (Black Gold) Points

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So I find myself here again, and the pathology remains. Coping mechanisms were called Band-Aids here, so what is one to do? I have more notes and may have completed the series over the years. Nowadays I am swamped in my papers and journals and definitely not moving forward. When you know the problem and what to avoid, it’s still hard when the flesh screams for it, from it’s wiring. Probably I really did think I would find the answer here. Or was I just doing it to brandish Frances Welsing? It must be somewhere in there, the best I can do is carry on. Djed-collective connects with only my hair. As for the level of participation, I can only report on myself. This is life at the low levels of existence. I am starting to feel like a threat to my own society (household).